Guru RannchorDas ShayamalDas Chhanchhad ...well I named him and u exactly know what I m talking about. Its not a man from the scintillating and pulsating film "3 idiots",rather it is what is deepened between ur nerves ,every artery and vein therein. No one,as far as I believe,is born in chains and that is exactly what the Guru quoted.
As far as my most "dedicated" account for the past four years at this site of the Cochin University of Science and Tech,Kochi is concerned ,I have lived exactly what the Guru had been complaining about.I've always tried to walk myself past the fact that this was not what I wanted of my life to happen.I've been offered a job in the TCS,true, but something is missing here. This world of mine is of illusions, though I would believe if someone comes in signifying that it is the reality.I m lost between the world in its physical existence and the dominance of my psyche,which reiterates its presence whenever I find a reason and want to be happy.
The question ,the paramount,is what should I ask myself??Am I a loser,the first one..the second closely following..Am I a psycho?? The logical parameters of intelligence and choice making capacity that resides in the homo sapiens would rule out the second ,'coz I have already partitioned them into the loved ones ,friends,best-friends and the unknowns.If it wasn't so I could have not made that choice.Coming to the first one,"Am I a loser??"..My resume doesn't speak in compatibility with it in utmost modesty ,but my heart agrees to it as it praises the Guru..Yeah I suppose I am .. 'coz what do u call a person who has no passions and lately, a forced aim ?? Who doesn't know what he loves for himself,what draws him..the part of this lovely planet that he would like to discover,would he like the setting sun at the Malabar coast or the picturesqueness of the sunrise in Kanyakumari ?Would he dream a date with the ravishing Aish or rather ,at the same time,commit to his most awaited appointment with the great Sachin Tendulkar?? I'm sure ,dear readers, that you wouldn't have fallen into yet another illusion that I've the slightest of acquaintances with any of these personally.If yes,ask yourself the second question I put for my sake.[:D]
As far as I m concerned,as long as my experience guarantees ,just do not say "all is well" as I've been doing.Take ample time to know yourself ,to know how to extract life out of its monotone,how to define the petals out of the thorns,how to fathom a dream that you don't have a clue about as to what it's source was and how to define its sink!! All the best to you guys as it was just a glimpse to where I presently stand .I've got a past and the unknown future still waiting to get online!!
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