So to say ,as I see it , may be 10 years from now , I ll be some manager in some company ,and again "Happily" guiding people for the better of the company . A normal citizen , a normal life . And some 25 years from then I would have departed ,again as some normal person who led a normal life .And so I feel very abnormal about it . Isn't life to have some meaning ?
I feel , may be , I'm too pessimistic . Not considering the upper hand that has been blessed upon me from the Almighty . I can have food , money , a house to live in and every basic necessities . But then ,are these necessities the meaning of life . I don't, I would say in that case , understand the meaning of the phrase "meaning of life " ,I'm too confused !!
Then maybe , life is about giving back to this world . May be , for the timebeing , as things have evolved , a genuine purpose can be to get the human world at par . At least , the purpose I'm talking about can serve the lesser blessed ones !! One day,then may be , we wont have children dying in the arms of their mothers , a naked man on the platform begging for that 1 Re. we so much hesitate to part with , the poor boy doesn't need to be battered for not having delivered the food in time because he couldn't walk on his one feet . Would that make a life worthwhile ,or is it too much to ask ?
I'm sure , my dear readers , this pity resides in your core somewhere . But the problem is in the execution , because then , in serving , you loose the life that makes money for you , the abstract instrument that plays the abstract notes of this mechanical life and you endear this already worthless life so much that you clearly overlook the worth of this one deed . Indeed , I'm no different . And that is where it all ends up , we move on ,but always navigate the same periphery , contemplating and moving on again !!
Or is life about making the best out of it , being happy in everything you do ,learning and then taking giant leaps ? I term that as the professional sense of life , the "Karma".Is "Karma" so much associated with the hearts that it can genuinely make a person happy ? Then I've not known it , the God in me has died and didn't tell me a word while parting .But then there are crores of people working in this one industry , is this "Karma" to all of them ? Or is the "Karma" only about feeding your dependents ? So , if so many a people follow "Karma" so handsomely , this world should have been a heaven already . Envy , hatred , killing would not have been the order of the days . Isn't it sad , that after having so many religions to preach , we can't follow a single one ? A single goal , I m sure (though not so much of an atheist ), of these religions , is to profess brotherhood , but that didn't happen in families themselves,forget the human race .
I am not mocking you , my readers , I'm mocking myself , the environment around me , and the fact that everyone has become centered to himself . The fact that the name , the "country ", that had bound us together is , sadly, nothing for us . That is a very brave statement to make , but look beyond that ego , which roots itself that u salute your flag on the 15th of August every year . Look , how we are literate men, shackled in the chains of an unknown and worthless lust.Look how we are so indifferent to some who are different and braver than us ,so much so that they fight for us and even die , but we , like the rocks on the sea-coast just watch the waves coming and going .